This is going to sound petty, but (there always is a but) I don't know what to do. Gg loves me, I have no doubt of this. I feel the same way about him.I've only known him 8 months, but we're close. We went to cali together. I got to kiss him on New Years. It was the first time I have had someone to share it with. I was happy. Then ten minutes later I go to kiss him and he turns away. I am entirely confused. Then I have a though. Her.
This girl had known Gg for years. She has a history with him that I can't compete with. He doesn't have feelings for her, but she is his friend. She does not like me. If i enter a room that she is in she will leave. The night he told her we were dating she punched him because she was mad. Apparently she has had a crush on him for 4 years, but never said anything because she thought he didn't feel the same, and he doesn't. Gg doesn't want to rub it in her face that he is with me, which is why he didn't kiss me. He said he has been in the same situation, so doesn't want to be mean to her. Yes, its part of the reason I love him. He really cares about his friends, but what do I do about this girl. I try being nice and talking to her, but she isn't going to get my boyfriend, and I'm afriad thats all she wants. How do I deal with it?
January 1, 2006
December 28, 2005
California
I went to California with my boyfriend for Christmas. I still can't hardly believe I was able to go.
We had such a good time. After spending five days straight with each other we still like each other. I got to meet his family, which was nice. It gave me a bit of an opportunity to understand him better. We had fun riding in the airplanes making fun of the safety cards. We stared out the window the entire time out there seeing landscape that was new. California was beautiful. We went into the mountains and saw his dad's cabin. We stayed at his uncles house in the Valley and saw fruit groves. We went and had dinner in San Francisco at fisherman's warf and drove over the Golden Gate Bridge. I made him hunt down the John Wayne statue in Orange county. We had a great time together. :)
We had such a good time. After spending five days straight with each other we still like each other. I got to meet his family, which was nice. It gave me a bit of an opportunity to understand him better. We had fun riding in the airplanes making fun of the safety cards. We stared out the window the entire time out there seeing landscape that was new. California was beautiful. We went into the mountains and saw his dad's cabin. We stayed at his uncles house in the Valley and saw fruit groves. We went and had dinner in San Francisco at fisherman's warf and drove over the Golden Gate Bridge. I made him hunt down the John Wayne statue in Orange county. We had a great time together. :)
December 2, 2005
The Worst Week Ever
I think this has been just about one of the worst weeks ever. It started last weekend when I was just super moody. I even cried because i was told to eat more fish. Sunday morning I had to get up super early to open at Bob Evans, which isn't too big of a deal except I had a cold. Then its bed time and the tornado sirens go off, so we have to stay downstairs until the warning is over. Then I FINALLY go to bed way late and I have to work the next day. Monday was okay besides the fact I was still sick and moody and super tired. Tuesday Grandpa died. I was talking to ana and found out that Ike was arrested and might have to go to jail. Wednesday the only person who likes me at Phesant Point told me he was in a car accident and rolled his truck twice. Fortunately he was okay. Then there is just a bunch of stuff going. Its just been a bad week, I've been super tired and quite stressed. GG has been really good in putting up with me.
November 29, 2005
Grandpa
Grandpa died today.
I didn't expect it to happen. I know he was almost 98 (his Birthday is in December), but he was supposed to live to be a hundred. I love him so much, he is my favorite relative. He has always been there for my mom and me. I regret not calling him like I should have my mom said he was lonely. He was always affectionate, you could go give him hugs. He'd tell you that he loved you. I'm going to miss him. He doesn't want a big deal made out of his death. There isn't even going to be a funeral. I don't like that. I want some type of closure, but I'm not the one making the decisions. I just love my grandpa.
I didn't expect it to happen. I know he was almost 98 (his Birthday is in December), but he was supposed to live to be a hundred. I love him so much, he is my favorite relative. He has always been there for my mom and me. I regret not calling him like I should have my mom said he was lonely. He was always affectionate, you could go give him hugs. He'd tell you that he loved you. I'm going to miss him. He doesn't want a big deal made out of his death. There isn't even going to be a funeral. I don't like that. I want some type of closure, but I'm not the one making the decisions. I just love my grandpa.
November 12, 2005
Saturday
Its been slow around here lately. Things have settled into a routine. I'm working my 6 days a week. M-F for ES and Sundays at Bobs. Having a Saturday off has got to be the coolest thing ever. I can't remember the last time I've had one, I had a period of about 9 months where I had weekends off since my first job. I went to the bank, I went to the store. I bought new clothes and super cute shoes :)I hung out with gg. It was so nice. I could get used to this.
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