November 29, 2004

Blah, blah, blah

I'm in class. We had test. It was boring. Okay enough of the three word sentences. I got back to school late last night, when I walked into my room who was there go greet me? James Dean and Elvis. They startled me, then I set my stuff down and turned around, once again I was greeted by a dead celebrity. Marilyn Monroe was in front of the closet. My roommate makes me laugh.

I fell on Elvis today as I was getting out of bed. If someone had to catch me at least it was someone cool ;)

Today we hung out most of the day, its cool. I'm just sad that now after living together most of the semester we're finally becoming friends. I still don't know where I'm going to live next semster. It would be sad to leave my roommmate now that we're getting to be friends.

November 25, 2004


Thanksgiving was today. It was really nice, my whole family was together. We haven't been for a couple weeks with me at school. I didn't do any of the homework I had intended to start on, but thats okay. I'll do it tommrow. I love my family. I'm finally mostly an adult in their book. Now my parents offer me coffee. Thats how I know I'm grown up. In a family that doesn't drink,coming of age happens in other ways.

Off to bed now, I've fallen into the trap that is "Day After Thanksgiving Sales", which means a 5 am wake up.

November 22, 2004


Thats how I feel about life right now. Whateva. I'm in a discontent, pessimitic mood. I don't know what I'm doing wrong with this person, sometimes its okay to hang out with me, other times--??? Am I pushing too much or trying to hard? I don't want to come across as desperate, because I'm not. Why is it then that when I can't find a boyfriend? I don't ask for much, espicially when I compare myself to other girls that I see guys dating. Girls that demand everything and give nothing in return. Girls that treat their boyfriends like dirt, yet the dumb boy stays with her.

I feel like doing something. I spent all weekend at my parents house with the dog. I love my poodle pup, but tonight I want to do something. Its almost Thanksgiving break where I'll not have so much free time or freedom for that matter, so I want to take advantage of the fact that I do now. Yet what am I doing? Sitting in my dorm room writing my blog, and whining to my WV boy. At least he talks to me and listens. Why does he have to live so far away? I should quit complaing. The other night one of my freinds called and talked about his problems for an hour. While I want to be a good friend, sometimes I just don't know feel like listening. There is nothing I can do to help him. I don't know, I really do care. Its probably just the pesimisism kicking in tonight.

November 10, 2004

Homecoming Hottie

Homecoming--such magical word

I never got to experience it in Highschool. It was today, well part of it. They picked the King and Queen in chapel. I was on the court. Out of all the seniors at MoBap I was one of three to get picked. It was so awesome. I felt liked and popular for once, so often I feel like the girl who doesn't quite fit in, but if I was picked for Homecoming at least some people have to like me.
I decided that I'm going to wear my sash for the rest of the day just because I like it. Who cares if people think I'm dumb. I want to enjoy my life and have fun. Now if only I had a crown, but thats okay Krystal is a nice girl. Plus, she's an RA so I can see why she won.
Adam was one of the senior guys. I got to stand with him which was fun. Its more fun to share things with people you know, Rebecca was one of the girls. Saturday we get to wear our sashes to the Basketball game. I can't wait.

Group Shots

This is the whole 2004 Court

Kissing the queen


If I were the queen..... Posted by Hello

Amanda would be good on the court.

November 4, 2004

Media Darling

Today I got to get my picture taken. :) :) :) It was fun. The fact that I blog is getting noted in print. How cool is that?
Today we went down to Show Me St. Louis, we were on TV. I like tv. We got to dress up in our pretty musical clothes. I love my dress.
Today Tanya was on the ballot for Homecoming. That is so cool. It made me happy, but Rebecca was on it too, so I think she could beat me. We'll see, I could be suprised.

November 2, 2004


Its voting day. I voted for president, for the first time ever. I didn't get to last time, and I was so disappointed. Today there was another election also. It was "nominate Tanya for homecoming" day. I think that I got more than 30 nominations. I hope that will be enough to get me on the ballot on Tuesday. Its probably silly of me to want to win the popularity contest known as Homecoming but I do. Wish me luck.

November 1, 2004

Sitting Down

I wish I had time to just chill. There is so much stuff like homework that I need to do. I don't have time for it. The little time I do have I'm so tired and my brain feels like mush. Everything is distracting me. I can't make myself do it. I just get distracted by anything and everything. Including this blog right now.

Tommrow is going to be so hectic. Just like today and yesterday and the day before. The musical is taking over my life. I've spent more time with that this week then I have in class, and thats the real reason I'm even going to school.